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Ethnographic Case Narrative: Early Menopause, Chronic Trauma, and Institutional Accountability

This narrative is written not as an outsider analysing policy, but as someone who lived inside the contradictions, denials, and harms of state care. What follows is both lived experience and embodied data: an ethnography in which my body is … Continue reading

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The Mental Toll of Childhood Trauma Across Life Stages

Understanding the psychological impact of trauma requires both evidence and lived truth. This piece blends academic research with my personal journey through childhood trauma, showing how early experiences shape the body, mind, and identity over time. By placing theory alongside … Continue reading

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When Records Rewrite Reality: How False Narratives in Social Care Shape a Survivor’s Life

Decades after leaving foster care, I discovered that my social care files contained false and damaging narratives — ones that followed me into adulthood, shaped how professionals treated me, and nearly silenced my truth. This is how official records can … Continue reading

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Foster Care Displacement: Criminalization, Credibility, and hidden agenda.

When I was 10 years old, I spoke up about sexual abuse for the first time.I believed that telling the truth would make the adults around me protect me.Instead, the foster care system was used to displace, criminalize and disorientate … Continue reading

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Professional detachment: When Disclosures Are Managed And Silenced.

(Trigger Warning: Mentions of child abuse, institutional neglect, and systemic failure.) Introduction The United Kingdom presents itself as a civilized nation — reasonable, fair, and humane.But anyone who has lived within its care systems knows that the image doesn’t match … Continue reading

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The Hidden Cost of Survival: How Trauma Becomes a Financial Burden for Care Survivors

Trigger Warning: Mentions of trauma, abuse, and systemic neglect.Written from lived experience. The Price of Healing For children who grow up in state care, the trauma doesn’t end when the placement ends. The system’s failures echo through adulthood — in … Continue reading

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When Trauma Meets Bureaucracy: Living with CPTSD in a System That Doesn’t Understand It

There is something uniquely exhausting about living with Complex PTSD, not just the symptoms themselves, but the constant negotiation with systems that don’t understand them. The very institutions that claim to protect and support people with disabilities or trauma-related conditions, … Continue reading

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Recovering Repressed Memories: A Survivor’s Journey Through Fragmented Trauma and Systemic Neglect

Recovering repressed traumatic memories is not a simple act of remembering — it is an unravelling of pain, confusion, and truth. From the perspective of a survivor of child sexual abuse in care, this piece explores the lived experience of … Continue reading

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Fragmented, recovered and repressed memories

Living with a fragmented memory will impact each of us in our own way. We all live unique lives and experiences. These make our memories and fragmented memories unique to us as individuals. In my lived experience, my fragmented memory … Continue reading

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